One step forward, five or six steps backward.

I'll never understand how life can be so difficult for some people and so easy for others.  I guess its all in how we handle it.  I don't seem to be handling it very well.   Seems like since the end of last year, things seem to be getting worse in some cases.  Tristen is wonderful and I met a very nice man who doesn't drink.   Rainy went to move in with her dad, while Sarah and Lil T are living here with us.  All of us, Too many people in this little trailer.  Though Sarah still is battling her addiction, Rain is doing better in school but still is parting and occasionally doing stuff shes shouldn't be doing.  On a weekend of a show, Sarah helped herself to my car and something that made her not act like herself.  She blacked out while driving my car and flipped it. Totaled, I now have to struggle and get a newer car. I'm thankful Lil  T was not with her and that shes still alive.  I guess I'm just feeling down.